Grrr I am not suppose to be jealous! It is not going to be anything more than what it is! I hate it! I want to be the one and only but I have to accept that it is never going to happen with this one person. I want to be your one and only. I want to be the one that is always on your mind. Sometimes it makes me feel like I am not good enough. I know I deserve better, there is someone out there that will one day only think about me. He just hasn’t come into my life or I haven’t noticed how special I might be to him. Grrrr!!! Keeping my head up that one day someone will sweep me off my feet and keep me in his thoughts. One day! There is still hope!